Friday, December 31, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR


Tomorrows is 1st Jan 2011 so every person planning how & where enjoy this New Year. Even my office also closed two days on occasion of New Year and every employee are happy but I am not happy because without you how I will celebrate this New Year.

U know I have maintain a diary which in I mentioned many things and also mentioned gain and loss in year for tracking how I resolve my week point. But this year I have lost you. You are my life time capital. I don`t understand what I do next year because you are my Friend, goal, success, motivation, strength, without you I am nothing my honey.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I Miss you lot Shweta


Dear Shweta,
Yeaterday I went to delhi for office work that time I miss you lot. I remember last time (19.09.10) when I was go to delhi then I have recd 6-7 call from you ki Seat Mili Ya Nahi, nasta kiya ki nahi , paper kaisa hua, kon si gaadi main baith rahe ho , kab tak aaoge. I feel good that time because koi hai jo mere chinta karta hai, jo mera intzaar kartee hai. Per Kal koi call nahi aaya.

I Miss you lot my dear…….

Ab to Aadat Se Hai Mujhko......

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

ये उनकी जुदाई .........

ये उनकी जुदाई पल पल रुलाने लगी है मुझे,
तराने ग़म के ज़िन्दगी सुनाने लगी है मुझे,

वो तो अब शायद आयेंगे नहीं लौटकर कभी,
उनकी याद रोज आ के सताने लगी है मुझे,

जब से उम्मीदों के दीये बुझने लगे हैं दिल में,
ये तनहाई कुछ कुछ रास आने लगी है मुझे,

उनके जाने का कुछ यूँ असर हुआ है “साहिल”,
हर सांस जैसे मौत के पास लाने लगी है मुझे,

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Today (23.11.2010) our “ANSH” (son) 2 month old Shweta,

Dear Shweta,

Pls. give him bless & strength that he will be a good 
human being in his life without you.

I don`t know how i tell him that where is his mother? 
He is required your emotions, your caring, your poetry 
when he try to sleep, so pls. give him all the need able
things which he required from you.



 


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Today 9th Nov. our 2nd Marriage Anniversary

Today 9th Nov. our 2nd Marriage Anniversary


Wish You Happy Marriage Anniversary My Sweet Heart. I
am very Thank full to you my honey, you make my life is
so beautiful & Give me precious memorable movements &
lots of love.

U remember jab main pehli baar tumhe dekhne aya tha or
maine Tumse kaha tha ki “Shweta kya haal hain” tab tum
sharm se laal ho gayee thi tabhi maine decide kar liya tha
ki shadi to main tumse hi karoonga.

U look like my dream queen.  

This date is more important for me but it`s more better if
u r with me today. Last Year we have recd many of SMS
and phone calls for congratulations. But this year no sms
and no call because every person know without Life Partner
this day are useless……….

Wish you Happy Marriage Anniversary. I Love You Forever...




Thursday, November 4, 2010

Today I m biggest poor man in this world without you….


Today I m biggest poor man in this world without you….


I remember our first diwali together & unfortunately
last. I like crackers and shoping on diwali festivals so
u remember we had lots of purchase crackers,
Electric lights,  & shopping on 2009 dewali. and we
together play with crackers & takes lots of snaps.

I was very happy & feel proud ki tum mere saath thi.

But this dewali when I across from market then i see
many couple purchasing together & enjoy. I don`t
know when i see him then why I feel bad ?? 

 Mujhe kuch bhi achcha nahi lag raha hai shweta,
 kabhi nahi socha tha ki aise bhi diwali ayegi.

I wish ya to kabhi kisi ki jindagi main pyar aye hi
nahi or agar aye to Jindagi bhar saath rahe.

Jeevansathi ke bichudne ka gum shayad is dinya
ka sabse bada gam hai.

Today I m biggest poor man in this world
 Without you shweta ……………………….
  HAPPY DIWALI MY HONEY

“कभी कभी मेरे दिल मॆं ख्याल आता है”

            “कभी कभी मेरे दिल मॆं ख्याल आता है”
·         कभी कभी मेरे दिल मॆं ख्याल आता है
की ज़िंदगी तेरी ज़ुल्फ़ों की नर्म छाओं में गुजरने पाती
तो शादाब हो भी सकती थी

ये रंज--गम की सियाही जो दिल पे छायी है
तेरी नज़र की शुओं मॆं खो भी सकती थी
मगर ये हो ना सका और अब ये आलम है
की तू नहीं, तेरा गम तेरी जुस्तजू भी नहीं

गुजर रही है कुछ इस तरह ज़िंदगी जैसे,
इसे किसी के सहारे की आरजू भी नहीं
ना कोई राह, ना मंज़िल, ना रौशनी का सुराग
भटक रहीं है अंधेरों मैं ज़िंदगी मेरी

इन्ही अंधेरों में रह जाऊँगा कभी खो कर
मैं जानता हूँ मेरी हमनफस , मगर यूंही
कभी कभी मेरे दिल में ख़याल आता है

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

“DAD Main Hoon Na”

My Shweta,

Today on 27th October 2010 done 1 month completed when we had talked last time.
U was very clever my honey, U know very well if u had gone 
then I will not live without you so u give me baby, now he is motivation and inspiration for me.
U know when I think for suicide then immediately 
his face around me and he say..............

                 “DAD Main Hoon Na”


"Tum nahi aaogi......"

Shaam hote hi sab ghar laut aate hai,
Na jaane tum kab aaogi,

Kab fhir wahi pyar ki kahani sunaogi,
Kab tanhai main mujhe geet sunaogi,
Kab fhir apni palako ko maire raahon main bechaogi,
Kab apni julafo ko maire baahon main bechaogi,

Par shayad tum kabhi nahi aayogi,
Na mujhe muskuraogi,
Na jaane fhir aaise hi kitne shamein tanhai
main beet jayengi,
tum kabhi nahi aayogi,

Main tumhare deedar ka payasa hi rahunga,
Sapno main hamesha apne duniya basaunga,
Shaam hote hi sab ghar laut aate hai,
Magar tum nahi aayogi......

                                                                                           Tumhara                                                                                    
                                                                                           vinay

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

"Happy Karwa Chauth"

My Dear,

I can`t Forget our first and unfortunate last karwa chauth.

I Miss you & I love You

"Happy Karwa Chauth"



Saturday, October 23, 2010

"SHWETA" today 23rd October 2010 our "Ansh" will be a 1 Month

Today 23rd October 2010 our baby will be a 1 Month. and he also say to you............................

Friday, October 22, 2010

SHWETA VINAY: Tum Bin Jiya Jaye Kaise

SHWETA VINAY: Tum Bin Jiya Jaye Kaise: "Every word is say my felling 'TUM BIN' Tum bin jiya jaye kaise, kaise jiya jaye tum bin.......... Sadiyon se lambi hai ratein, sadiyon se..."